The greatest Khushi: happiness wat it is ?

Do you know the everlasting happiness of life lies in the very smaller & seemingly unimportant incidents of life
well!!! getting a gold medal can be an illusion of happiness. It can give transient happies..
Real happiness comes when u make others feel happy.
I feel happy when my friend bids me a good morning.. or when i am teased & stretched on some very trifling topics.. I find greatest fun in distorting the names of my friends, but of only of those guys who do not take it otherwise.
I am very much happy when someone is happy due to me..when someone expected sth 4rm me an i acted accordingly. My happiness seems no bounds when my parents are happy due to my some work.
I enjoy happiness when i fight with my younger sisters, when i forcefully teach them maths, or when i will get mamma's scolds for not helping my di's in kitchen.. & many little things whose memories still vitalise me & sometime i start smiling memorizing & recollecting my past days.

Imagine u r ill, lying over your bed,no courage even to move an inch, breathes coming out very hardly. In that state of mind u wish better life stop here. Bahut ho gaya. But a friend comes, comforts u with her eyes, sits besides u, silently, running her fingers deep in ur hairs . And a new desire to live gets infused in u..

I am not exaggerating the things. I have experienced the things i,v stated here.
These types of gestures can only give u lifelong happiness & memories to entrap in ur conscious & subconscious mind.

The degree, the marks, the grades... everything is just a piece of paper. Medals cannot be valuable than the emotions.. & thi\ose, who for sake of these small things play with the emotions of someone, that too knowingly, in my view is the greatest sinner

Well!!!! hapiness in words of Aldous Huxley, can not be achieved by the continuous persuit of happiness; it is generally the by-product of other activities.
Yes the by-product of other activities which we hardly ever heed on & take into account.

These are my ideas of happiness. It might be different from others.
Leave the RELATIVITY CONCEPT i.e he is intelligent relative to me, he is richer than me, he is smart relative to me, he is more eminent & famous & sought after relative to me & so on... Then u will get QUANTUM OF HAPPINESS , the probabiltity of finding the happiness extends even to infinity & its expectation value is highest & defined everywhere in the space. this is proved even by statistical methods.

Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply; to enjoy simply;to think freely;to risk life, to be needed.

"Happiness is when what u think,what u say & what u do, all are in harmony." This is what Mahatma Gandhi has said.

So have a happy life
Try to be happy & make others happy
Don't run madly on roads which have no ends.
Follow the road to the betterment of humanity.

Silence : the grearest speaker

Every night i go to my bed. well!! not to sleep but to have a view on my day-whole activities.
That day too i continued the same routine. But this time it was a continuity of the day long thought-phenomena..
Yes the words were still sounding within me, rebounding again & again...
I felt someone has stabbed me.. & my bad luck was that i could not even weep.
Whole day passed.. The sounds reflected again & again after striking my heart -walls & ecah reflection would have further intensified the pain of my wounds...
I couldn't share it to anyone coz i believe in Nida fazli's word

" apne gham ko kahi aur na dikhaya jae

ghar me bikhare saamano ki sajaya jae"

Forgiving has always been my habit...b'coz it is what i've learned 4rm my father.
But don't know why this time i am unable to 4-give, for the words are still sounding in my mind..Echo has been replacd by its reverberations.
Guilt has always been my least favourite emotion. Guilt is sth due to which u cannot look into the eyes of some persons. It is that stuff which always taunts u that u are a sinner... No i never feel guilty.. coz i never do things that can make me feel gulity...It' no exaggeration.

ya... back to topic..
when i am stabbed by words.. the best medicine i put o'r the wounds is that of silence. My silence always comes to my rescue when i am shot by lots of allegations, 90% of which are made just to unbalance me.. In this familiar darkness, sound of silence always assuages me, says no i am with you..

when i start doubting my potentials & capabilties, a ray 4rm miles across, an image, i would say a mirage of parents love & care, holds me, inspires me..they would say nothing,but i can hear everything.
I feel their silence.
I read their eye.
Both virtually.


It seems that the impassivity has become my 24-hr companion these days.
I thank u for u provided me base whereupon i can weep untill satiated, which i can hold when feel scary of loneliness, underneath which i feel secure..its u ..thank u ...my brave shoulders..

thank u very much
thanx to my capability of being silent
hope someday i'll find one who will understand my silence ( here )

Results 2k5

Do u Know that the 1st sem results has been declared
Here is result of a student bearing the registration no. GEC/1191/05.

Poor at Public Relations
Grade E in Smile Technology
Grade E in Relation Maintenance & Repairing
Grade C in 3G technology : Go Get in Gossip Tech
Grade A in GSM : Gradual Stoicism Management
Grade B in HALO Tech: Human Analysis & Language Orientation
Grade C in CDMA : Class de (vich) Multiple Access


RESULT: FAIL in PTU exams
PTU: Public (Tele) Communication & Understanding

Result is based partly on the Survey of BE students ( Batch mates of EC 1st year)